i was given the cue. yet i did nothing.

throughout the whole day, i was immersed in my thoughts of you. smiles. honesty is the best policy right ? the very 4 words lingered in my mind as i stroll through the battle within and asked myself how i could've done better, been better. i couldn't get by, how much more i could have given. and it struck me, if my interpretation was wrong.

the question lingers. do i really want an answer to it ? what answer do i want ?

then as the other face appeared in my mind, i smiled. and when she reminded me of my crippled state, i couldn't agree more.

do i want what she wants ? i'm smiling to myself. the dreams tell..

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