i bought it for u, but i decided to give it away.

i can tell u're trying. but i believe u could've done betta. still, the lie was too much to bear. its coming 2 yrs, stability should be present. u could laugh with me, when i mocked her. u could act as if she was a stranger when she appeared. but the truth is ? i start to doubt everything, once again. perhaps, all this while u two nv stopped contacting. i feel betrayed. to look into my eyes and tell that lie tog with explanation to support the lie, was really hurting. is it worth it ? to jeopardize our rs for her ? it hurts. the same excuse, its not the first time. i'm disappointed. every time i decided to trust all over again, u'll push me down to hit rock bottom. this tym round, i dunno.. i dunno how else, i shud react, say, feel or handle the situation. i've got questions, but i dun see the point of asking. i dunno wad i wish to hear, i dunno if its another lie i'll get to hear.

drawn back.

i hate her.

i dunno wad to feel towards u.

i miss my ladies.

i want out.

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