i am fucked up.
i made stupid choices, leading to pathetic plights. to think the ending would be of vast difference if i hadn't screwed up over and over again.

its no wonder ppl dun get it right the first tym.

when will i haf the fucking courage to fucking stop living in this lie. fuck. can i just fucking stop being sucha a dumb fucking ass ??!!

i am so fucking irritated with myself. i am made the joke, lyk wow, thanks. i appreciate it~

fuck.