although it seemed lyk just a blink of an eye. every second seemed lyk a month when i was living through it. my tears were of fear, frustration, exasperation and the worst amongst is having to feel helpless. its bad enuff to not be understood. but to be bed ridden and having to go tru the shyt you get from others bcoz u don't have a choice literally, is the most torturous emotional state i have ever experienced- that is to be helpless, just helpless.

i appreciate those who came, those who fed me, those who checked on me, those who got worried, those who cared. a big thanks, and a genuine hug from me to u.

to not be able to rely on others may be disappointing or sad, but i've learnt, to not be able to rely on myself is as good as the end of the world.

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