"many cooks spoil the soup"

i've heard many important voices. and i was swaying lyk a fragile tree as the wind blew in different directions.

i decided to take some tym off, for myself. a week would be good.

i like how i live up to one of my beliefs. you should trust that person and your own judement. thus even when a handful criticises, you should noe betta which to heed and which to ignore. afterall, one who has first hand experience should noe betta, no ?

i must say i'm shock to hear some constructive criticisms provided. but i guess, they had a point. there was a moment i felt uncomfortable to hear those stuff, especially when it involves my sis and i didn't lyk the vocab used. but it was a side i didn't get to chance upon till now.

one question which took me 2 whole days to ponder. i'm laughing at myself. no wonder things turn out this way. and its sad how far off the answers lie on the time line.

its strange how i can't bring myself to share with this special someone, afterall we know of each other so much and for so long. i guess the truth hurts and i couldn't find a reason to justify why such unnecessary hurt should be placed on someone who doesn't deserve it.
to know a lifetime treasure of yours was trash to someone else whom you believed would treasure it even more is a harsh slap on the face

i bought myself a pair of pretty heals. expensive pretty heals, damn.

i decided to pack my mountain of clothes on my own this tym.

i read our emails. i smiled. the instantaneous replies, the wordy content. so much was shared, so much was felt. so much which depreciated to so little. hahaa. sigh, reality should be accepted. accepted with grace (:

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