Date : Sunday, June 14, 2009
Time : 2:20 PM

recap:

i had a movie at 6.15pm. i left my house at 6pm ? hahaaha. oh man. wad can i say, i feel lyk a maid who has been skiving for the past week and my madam is back !! of coz i've got to clear the mess before i could head out, lol.

1 in the movie, 3 the next morning. movie: unintentional. morning: i dunno wad to say. i just didn't want to. i didn't see a point to. its a batterfield within. apparently facebook is more.. i dunno, appealing dan me i guess.

i said i feel lyk shyt. she says she's on mc. i say i'll pick her up to somewhere nice to chill, she says swee. it takes two hands to clap.

i was given the qoute:
Fear wraps our bodies in clothing. Love allows us to stand naked. Fear clings to and clutches all that we have, love gives all that we have away. Fear holds close, love holds dear. Fear grasps, love lets go. Fear rankles, love soothes. Fear attacks, love amends.
i wonder:
do you love me, or fear losing me ? do i love you, or do i fear to lose u. haa, its pretty obvious isn't it ?

she said if one chooses to be with a bad guy from the start and whines bout him not changing, she deserves it.
i said wad if he wasn't always bad, perhaps he was good at the start.
she said how would i noe. maybe right from the start he was just hiding it.
i laughed.
wouldn't i den be the idiot again for not knowing ?

she said :"我哪里不比太阳 HOT ?! CHEY !"
hahhahahaaaa, gosh.

often, we find it sweet to have found someone to complete us. but its reali not bout finding someone to complete you but to have another whom might share one's completeness.

seriously, how annoying can it gets when ur bestfren pushes/urges u to grind this one guy and when u're doing it, she informs u that u've neglected another. hellooo ? fml.

he offered me a 5 yrs proposal. now, why would i be interested when i haf a 2 yrs proposal, pending ? (:

"the truth is, you don't care. you've forgiven him the moment you heard it and that's wad scares you."
how true.
"in this wrold, there're two types of woman. the ones that you shag and leave and the ones that you shag and snuggle"
seriously, 3 seconds to act, 2 seconds to realise he's true love and 1 second to realise it was tym to leave ? hahaa. scene of a thousand words. its no wonder i had the sense of familarity when she buried her head into the pillow to cry. been dere, done dat.

seriously, i would vaguely rmb how i managed to the car and onto my bed. its bad. nv had i puke dat way. 5 times and through the nose ? tops. well, its the price i gotta pay. and fuck, it sucks.

morning came, i pleaded for porridge. i heard the trolley, i waited, lyk a loyal dog for its beloved owner, the first key went into the gate, i dashed out to unlock the wooden door for my love. only she has the ability to make me anticipate such moves. i love my mommy. i got porridge and ducky drum, plus papaya which i should abstain for the tym being. seriously, how did i manage the week w/o her again ?

and its been only one day, but i miss time spent with my significant few. can we do mj today :D ?? i promise to pick nicer cards for whomever i'm picking it for ? heez. or i will tell where the gold is ? i always do in fact. but u guys nv believe me !!

i'm still waiting..

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