can i come clean with myself? the shoe or the beat, the new arrival or the security tab, the leaning tower or the love in rome, the avoidance or the touch, the brain or the heart.

later my schedule starts.

17th your arrival.

18th my surgery falls on.

29th my job begins.

when, do i stop to embark ?

do i want or do i not want. would i rather or would i not. can i handle or can i not.

nicotine seriously murders staminer. i had nv ran this hard. 2nd lap and i was thinking of stopping. 4th lap and i was this close to giving up. 6th lap, i almost puke. determination ? no. obstinacy, yes.

5 hours straight of chatting, beams. some bond doesn't dissolves.

should i watch the dvd?

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