mommy came in and asked why i wasn't aslp. well, i wish i could be aslp. but in life, one don't always get wad one wants, isn't it ? 17 hrs seem to be extending. yet i'm still behind tym. tis is the most pathetic study period of my life, where such long hours of studying atill carries the possibility of failing ! i can't help but to feel freaking stressed, till the mind refuse to fuction, refuse to absorb, refuse to ignite. it goes into cold turkey ? haha. den the regular consolation of u've given ur best. but still, i dun wanna fail, and i won't feel any betta with the fact of knowing dat i've placed 101% effort but still end up failing, would i ? OF COZ NOT !

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