i guess my emotions always suffer from jetlags. its no difference, a few years back- the call, and now. how not to feel upset, i wonder. how not to feel disappointed. how not to feel like giving up. it is obvious the returns i'm getting doesn't comensurate with the input of effort. it is rather demoralising.

one statement with no opposition but full house proposition. ha. how is it not a fact dat way ? as much as i wanna say "why.." it doesn't reali matter does it ? nth would change. haha.

i wish i could live up to that character weilin once created infront of me. its hard.

yingz return with a new nick: wank~ hahaa. mahjong was fun. great tym spent.

when one dawns upon different clothings, one lives differently. my smile is my makeup. when rules control how the game should be played. when emotions get hidden beneath, sometimes you forgot they exist. when memories are wads left, that reminds of wad is real. when the unapreciated receives in abundent while the appreciated is not. 3 different boats, one same route i reckon.

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