once again its amazing how time can heal and turn things vague. just some time back i was disturbed over the lost me i saw in the shadow of my close fren. the me whom i seem to have no idea where exactly have disappeared to. the me whom i'm unsure if i could ever get back.

yet as tym passed,
i forgot.
did that even happened ?

its annoying how i can't get wad i wan and annoying how others don't get wad i wan.

the silence and coldness all around me. the same road but a different expected outcome. the thought of knowing i won't have you there. the stupid day of a series of shyt ass events. the idiot who just doesn't see/read/feel the obvious. and the pathetic wall dat give way on me, allowing the sickeningly hot tears to flow freely.
argh.

everything simply pierced right through.

and no one can stand alone. once tis strong mom stood before me pouring her heart out. she said :" i know i'm strong. but not matter how strong i am, i still want to be loved. he expect so much from me that i don't even dare to let my tears fall in front of him !" if being single stage a corner where one is just alone in times of troubles, joy, moments meant to be shared and being tog with someone still leave that corner available, then it probably doesn't matter if one stand alone or otherwise.

when everything just stacks up and dere's no tym to take a breather.

its sad how doubts can tear one apart at times lyk tis.

i'm missing u..

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