12th of July

bad day right from the start.
bad food all the wae.
and aniting that can go wrong, goes absolutely wrong !

facts to start with and end.

1. i'm suffocating. i need my own space.

2. insufficient slp makes me grouchy

3. yee bee says she felt the hurt and tears flowed. i felt for her.

4. i feel reali bad for throwing away the box of folded hearts

5. yee bee says bcoz he has alreadi taken u for granted

6. pauline is a great fren

7. the question that went on and on, "wad went wrong?" for days, weeks, months, i ponder. was is reali my feelings that fade or was it bcoz u pushed me too hard or was is bcoz of edmund. the simple words of i just don't feel it- is not true, no ? otherwise, i wouldn't haf looked forward to meeting him and smiled to that thought on the bus. that bottle of "xue ge" he eagerly passed me when it was his mom who gave it to him. the time i brushed through his hair when he layed on my lap. i finally found the ans, after all this months. yet, lyk wad pauline says, it doesn't matter, it doesn't have to be mentioned.

8. the most sincere words anyone has said to me is "when i hear u say those 3 words to me, i feel lyk as if i'm very rich even though i'm penniless"

Labels: facts to my life, truth to myself