its 5:09
its been awhile

u popped in.
i dunno wad to sae. nor do. nor wish for. nor ask for.
i browse, i read, i feel lyk i'm erased off ur life. but i guess if it helps in anywae, den i'm fine with it. still, i'm sorry. i wish i had e courage to sae it in ur face. but it wouldn't make any difference. on the other hand, i wanna confront u yet i can't bring myself to. i just wan u to noe, i was sincere, i still am. smiles, i guess the book has closed.

my head's hurting, gastric's killing. but i jus dun feel lyk slpin.

i bought bee a sparkling keychain. if i ever had the chance to choose a sis for myself, it wud be her (: for now, i'm contented having her as one of my precious. and i'm glad, we're both happy. yet it amuses me we can be in the same plight, feeling dat wae.. being threatened by what not. haunt by whats left. haha, wad can i sae.

i miss my guys. i reali do. its weird having to attend classes w/o dem arnd me. its hard having lunch w/o dem arnd me. its hard not having dem arnd me to tease or luff at me. tue came, i stepped in. its the worst class of all. all the "i'll be fine" are crap. i.. i need a wiper to clear my vision.

suddenly everything comes clear. i can't be bothered by you.

she said she nv knew i was lidat. and we both smiled. i love star fishes and sea horses. and i hate snakes. but the beautiful garden is capable of making my fears vanished and float freely with joy. i'm glad the surprise worked.. da ren simply oocupies all of me.

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