the script of my life

Date : Sunday, April 08, 2007
Time : 9:49 PM

backk !!

before i start tying e loose ends,

someone said 3 days two nights at hongkong ain't long enuff.

i left home with :

and i was back with :

ahhhahahah !! and its onli footwear i'm at, let alone Others. weE~

(apparently e kind smartie who lent me her camera forgot bout e cable. and my camera chose to adapt my lifestyle, by onli working in the night. so i failed to upload me pics)

sorry i got converse

she would be so cross bcoz its converse.

but i nid a high cut shoe !

and dere's LV, gucci plus nine west to make up for it (:

so i was dere on a mission to take some tym off.

apparently my mission changed to shop till u drop. heez.

i left dead drunk. drank till four plus. we had 5 bottles of martell plus jugs of beer ? and my flight was at 7am. she would have said smartness. still i was glad i didn't dampen e mood of e party. and i learnt many many toopid lame BUT fun games ! ahahhaa. "da bian"

the two words were stucked in my head.

lyk how the pernament record of a crinimal follows her entire life.

flashbacks, i wouldn't say made it clear.

but at least i noe where i stand and where i should be heading.

someone in the trip said

"walking is betta dan standing, standing is betta dan sitting."

the arms i once felt so safe in.

the warmth i once felt so near and real.

its weird how when the value of someone drops in one's eyes, the importance of stuff related drops as well.

okie, so i lied that wad Kris said didn't affect me.

(ahha, sorry partner, fair okie, since u made me eat e xtra salty pineapple)

but dat 2 words..

its lyk after being slowly tortured den put into a coffin, coffin being placed into ground, soil covering, the last bit of hole for oxygen was smacked down.

i won't say i'm sad. or at least i don't think i am.

but i'm definitely shock.

lost for words.

yes, lost.

lost's the word.

i was left lost.

and den, i smiled.

i was trying so hard to communicate with the folks dere. thank god my mom speaks canto, she's lyk my 24-7 translator ! heheeh. i can't even get "mo tuin tuin" right, let alone proper sentences. devon would have luff her arse off and i swear i was reali in nid of help. should've persuaded devon and angie along. den dere'll be ppl smoking with me plus help in communication plus angie would be happie bcoz dere's shopping and ahem, devon will kaching$$ for her. ahahhaaa.

everytym i stepped into e coach,

its lyk a spell,

count to three,

and i'll be gone.

zzZ

our lil secret, yes ?

nvm

and sorry darling elize, i gotta give ur precious day a miss.

as i stroll the streets, u popped in.

i dunno how to explain.

my mom was in shock i didn't bring my fone along.

well, i wasn't.

until i said "for wad ?"

den yes, it got me thinking.

runnin reali doesn't help.

its tiring plus a waste of tym.

but retail therapy does !!

infront of my comp,

i smiled.

bcoz i got it.

i read our history log. and i was mean. hahaa, indeed it took me long to realise. i'm sorry. the word i so refuse to use on u. yet i still hafta, at e end of the dae. aiysh. but i smiled as memories shared with u came flooding back. our constant calling. constant updates. constant bitching. hahaaa. gerl, thanks for all e joy u brought or rather placed upon me. and our contageous laughter. oh oh, gaming on scv. its been awhile since i touched it. den i saw the msg of urs i kept. i once said its e sweetest, well, it still is. it nv fails to put a smile across my face. reminding me, wad i once had. and the sneaking to smoke, cursing each other would get caught by their moms, but deep down, we were reali nervous for one another. at least, i was. and u'd betta be ! bcoz, it took me long to realise this, but you, i trust. afta being cautious of everyone for so long and being so worn out. u were e first (: and tru e log, i realised i miss ur irritatingness. LOL. u used to question me bout my blog, which entry means what, which entry for who. yada yada~ enuff said. i noe i am to be blamed. and i won't blame u for making me cry, that once, over ur msg, i noe u meant it. haha, and i was feeling weird. god knows where those tears came from. lol. when did we stop all our fun ? was it when i no longer had tym for u. or was it.. i dunno. but shyt always happen when i work. it DID, it STILL IS, and i bet it still will..

sorry.

no, i'm not gonna wait till td den say.

but this tym,

goodnight is said with a smile (:

i might do appalling things when i'm drunk. nono, almost gone. but i mean it.

to the kitchen !

back for good tis tym.

(i hate it when the paragraphing doesn't work, manual ! )

Labels: tie e loose ends, when rules turn loose