the first dream said it all
all, i refuse to see
all, i refuse to feel
but the hit and run was a boom
am i doomed ?

i am.
the feeling i can't rid
the feeling that lingered
the feeling..

i..
i know
but i don't
i know
but what could i do
i know
but.

i hate
yet smiling

i can feel it. u're not alone.
this is the first.
bcoz, i no longer know.
u run, i run.
u avoid, i avoid.
i..

dere's a million i wanna say
a million i wanna do
a million i wanna react
but

the me
i could no longer be
the you
i could no longer ..

i scrolled
rescrolled
i read
reread

i'm..
i refuse to say

be certain with what you think i'm writing