back from the hiatus

i'd nv lyk hospitals
and the toilets are so so FAR
bladder almost bursting, almost everyday
plus the irritating wakeup calls !
but the visits and bakuteh soothes it all.
love the company,
love the surprises.
oh ya, and the angry bunny.
today's wake up call was nice..

it seemed like it was just ytd, i was screaming for joy when you landed. but before i knew it, you'd walked away.

the fall,
the tears,
the pain,
the hurt,
the day.

i cried my heart out. i really did. all the pain within, the bottle gave way. i cried, and i cried. for all my years i lived, there wasn't once i cried like that. there wasn't once i cried like there's no tmr, like someone close to me died, like how i can't go on anymore. when words just can't describe how much it hurts, how hard i cried. i was sad.

i might have died.
but it doesn't matter.

it shows it all, the moment you left me there, never walking back from the busstop. lost as a lil girl, i sat there, waiting. but u nv did show.

the arguement,
i nv did win.
the arguement,
i kept losing to myself.
;the holiday

one cold,
another fake,
i should've known betta

i cried in pain.
i cried in vain.

you slept with her.
so much for not going around sleeping with ppl.
seeing aint believing,
believing is seeing.
i've said goodnight.

Labels: the remake of this overrated life