Date : Sunday, July 09, 2006
Time : 12:58 PM

fuck with the Os. i realli can't take it anymore. please just let me go.. please. i don't wanna be back dere again. when i had to choose not what i want but what i have to yet at the end, nth matters. i don't wanna be in that situation, i reali dun wan to. i can't take the pressure. i can't be responsible for everything. i have my own life too. please tell me you don't see myself, couldn't i blame someone else. i'll do anything, just let me off the hook.
first the betrayal. then the bailing and money digger. back to the sticking. is it meant to be ? for its crystal clear. longest, draining shyt. i hope its true when they say its the opposite.
i dun wanna be lyk you bcoz i can't afford to. i reali can't. i lyk, i reali did. i love. but to play ur role, i just can't afford the falling. still it would be nice. u made it seem all worthwhile. yet the other option doesn't seem all that bad. its just cold..
i won't deny i had fun. but walk too, will ?

i'm hungry. nua nua fried rice, i yearn.
look in the cab BA