and you've got the cheek to say.
u might not be tired doing but am tired receiving.
five and counting.
the difference is biggly obvious.
the evidence has spoken for itself.
needless for me to go on.


mistress
be one, me ?
no way man~
because.. hahh
yea man.


please god, plese let there be a but.
hahahaa
*smile*


talk the bread, take take take, buy buy buy
(c'mon over, c'mon baby)
its all because of delifrance !
(hey, boy don't you know)
i'm not giving in, hahaa
(i've got sth goin on..)
i'll chop ur mouth off.
(:


sweet ?
i'm no where near there.
sour is what am feeling
irritation is what am talking.


funny, these was all ytd.
things change in split seconds, not to mention hours.
all the emotion.
the rage.
strange.
i don't sound like me.


the problem with me is
i think
thinking
if thinking doesn't exist
if i don't think
problems don't exist


i need a break


i am breaking done
broke
dead again


don't think i'm up to it
it lies in me
i am the problem
can't handle the stress
i..


and so there may be no forever
in lovers
in friends
ha, so no hope
with reality
hope is gonna hafta host a funeral soon
lost it
drained weak


walls eating me up
communication ?
when did i stop
was i not speaking
or were you not listening
i might have just shut up
or it wasn't just
ain't talking
nth to say
why
beats me
i seem to have lost everything
talk, talk !
my mouth aint helping
my heart aint guiding
beach, i need you.


i know i've been naive
or am still
i know i am
a child is what i get
in my pool of reflection


maybe i shouldn't have done alot of things


reading it all again was nice
the feelings that i once felt was so ..
pure
(:


i need a break
chocolates might help
or candies
fair price express !!