-is it me, or are you following me
is it me, or are ya eyes on me
;not now -concentration else where



-can't be tied down (i tink)



-its 6am in da morning and i lie awake one ma bed, not onli slp was disastrous due to beloved eu, i believe i just had one of the worst nightmares eva.
;humans are beautiful due to their imperfections, not in tis case, i suppose :seriously. Once again being held back, i dun noe why.. having done wad i did, simply lyk a habit juz made mi lost it. hurting you is da last ting i wud eva wanna do, even in a dream. but it just came flowing as smooth as a river not dat i'm trying to find an excuse and choose da easy wae out.. as real as reality, i cud feel exactly how i felt.. be it sweet, shock, hurt ,sad, frustrated and petrified wen awaken. it hurts as much in reality as how it was in dere..
;left stranded & scared, 'shiver' :i dun wan
-blood was da last ting i came in contact wif`
(gd frenz till da end? i dreamt of you)
>am i missing you? or am i losing you?



-seeing is believing,
den how bout feeling..



-back to square1 ;i hate myself